A new year

It is barely a few days after a new year...yet can't help but feel what difference will this year be from the last 24 years of my life. Feeling morbid again. Sigh.....

I shall look forward to the self-drive holiday to KL with Anita and gang. Yet, what's there to look forward to after this trip? There's no more PTI course to look forward to cos' the course is over. No KL trip. Nothing. What else is there to look forward to in life?