The environment

largely influences one's behaviour, thoughts and feelings. For example, in a hierarchical environment, those in the lower hierarchy are often passive because they are often not involved in decision-making. In fact, they were not encouraged to think because that would cause problems, especially for those in the higher management.

One can probably choose not to be in such an environment. It numbs the feelings and dulls the brain. When days after days are spent lamenting about the environment, it eats into one's life, killing it subtly, affecting the micro environment around the person, perpetuating the negativity.

Who can stop the negativity? What can? How did it begin in the first place? One wonders. Perhaps when one choose to cocoon himself from the environment, he is able to function, to be himself, to do as he please. In my environment, we call this bochup. Why, I see it in all of us.

It's wrong. I hate it. I cannot condition myself to adapt to an environment like that. I need to get out. It doesn't help being somewhere else with the same environment because this is society. This is how people work, function and survive. It feels as though I don't fit into this society. I don't belong, I can't stay. Where shld I go? What shld I do?