Tired

Did the NIE biathlon yesterday... It started raining when I was still in the water but fortunately they didn't call off the race. Think I really need to brush up on my running - 3 persons in my category overtook me during the running leg. Think coach won't be too pleased to know that I swam 98% breast-stroke in the swimming leg cos' the water was getting a bit choppy due to the rain. Still not confident to do freestyle for sea swims. :( When I did try to incorporate a bit of freestyle, saw one lady almost catching up with me - must be my freestyle is too slow and inefficient, so I switched back to breaststroke.

Did the Great Eastern 10km run today. Wanted to start walking at 3km cos' was really tired but managed to push through without walking... Now my muscles are aching...

Gosh...why did I put myself through all these?

As you can tell, I'm really quite frustrated with my marriage. I've been channelling my energy elsewhere so that I have less energy to think and feel for my marriage.

I've signed up for NIE Biathlon next Sat and Great Eastern 10km run next Sun.

My plan is to go for Half-Ironman next year.

I think it's easier to get out of the marriage.

愛笑的眼睛-徐若瑄

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8As9tU1a-uY

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风
雨淋湿的昨天删去(忘记)
离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情
我一定让自己
让自己决定

I wish...

I'm still single...